Anjulie

So I realized I’m way too busy doing nothing to be able to post during the summer. But the school year is coming back around and I’ feeling the need to get back into the swing of things. I’m ready to be back in NYC! This year I have to do a lot of things, but getting better grades is high on the priority list. That and finding a new gay friend (or multiples) and having more of a life. One can’t study all the time! Except maybe I should if I want better grades…

“Inside my head there lives a dream that I want to see in the sun. Behind my eyes there lives a me that I’ve been hiding for much too long.” (India. Arie – Strength, courage , and wisdom)

The time to kick my horrible high school habits was last year, but better late than never. My dad told me this summer that I needed to get my priorities straight; that I wasn’t focused on the right thing and psychology wasn’t a real career. He said I was just confused about what I wanted to do with my life.

“Some people say I don’t know my way; I cant find my place and my dreams are much too big for the head they’re in. ‘When you gonna give it all up?’ I’m stranded in my own world. I’m going nowhere. I thought you knew me better.”

It’s hard to hear from a parent, no matter how estranged you are from them, that you basically suck. If I was any less prideful I would be hurt. But right now all I can say is fuck you.

“Boy I hear what you’ve been playing at your radio,

but I’ve been bumping something special through my head phones.

You can say I’m dumb,

say what I’m doing is wrong,

say it at the top of your lungs.

Boy don’t you underestimate me”

Majority of lyrics from Anjulie, The Day Will Soon Come