Survivor

The dude I’ve been ‘hanging out’ with, Doug, got a girlfriend today. I’m kind of bummed, kind of not. He’s cheating on her so I guess he’s really a scum ball, but he’s so damn hot. And I’m not the one he’s cheating on. I don’t think it’ll last very long. This is the guy who liked the facebook group “Exes that made you think you were drunk the whole time.” I do semi feel badly for her. Although she’s already playing the bitchy obsessive girlfriend, so maybe I feel bad for him?

I have officially nine more days of NYU; freshman year. And about five of those days will be spent studying my ass off. It’s crazy to me, that nine days left and I still have drama to deal with. People should be making up or minding their own business, not causing drama. Pee had a show Sunday. Me and Veen went, but Jay decided she had other things to do. Keep in mind this is the chick who wants to BE Pee. Jay told P that she had to study. But she was sleeping when I left. So instead of supporting her roommate and the person she wants to pretend to be best friends with, she slept. Great. “I ain't never met a girl that does the things that you do. Change don't come your way it will come back to you.”

I went to this damn show and me and Pee are notorious on our floor for having our disagreements. But I know how it feels look into the crowd and not see someone who you know, someone who supports you. Jay is a bitch. Plain and simple. So now there is the silent treatment in the dorm. And honestly, I don’t really mind. If they aren’t talking, they aren’t talking about me.

Jay also decided to do laundry at 11 PM. It takes 2 hours to do it, minimum. Is it just me, or is that incredibly inconsiderate? Who says I want to stay up? I don’t I was up till 3AM with Doug last night and had to wake up at 6AM. I’ve been up for 17 hours with three hours of sleep. I don’t want to have to wake up every half hour to you doing laundry, with my detergent, and 1 AM. I want to go to bed. Honestly, I’d like to be in bed right now. But I have to deal with inconsiderate roommates. What happened to doing laundry at a normal hour? Jay, “For women like me who try to have some integrity, you make it hard. For girls like myself who respect themselves and have dignity.” Guess some people aren't the sweet girls you thought they were.

Lyrics courtesy of Destiny's Child, Nasty Girl